I've got a reason to enjoy the sun

welcome

All Time Lows - Hellogoodbye /
Whether or not the weather is on my side
We could be together if i stay bright eyed
I can feel the summer sending signs of fall
I see a happy ending if i stand up tall

Whether or not this cold front is moving in
Or its just vacation and well soon be friends
I know i cant avoid her shes in the air
May as well polaroid her with the way i stare

Whether or not our season will soon be done
I think ive got a reason to enjoy the sun
I hear the forecast aint as bad as it seems
It should be clearing up soon if only in dreams

Ooo tonight the stars are oh so bright.
Ive gotta get outdoors while the weathers still here
Ive gotta take in the starlight before it disappears
A chance lasts a finite time in the warm july night time
So take in all you can

Friday, June 29, 2007

First I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you're back

from outer space

I just walked in to find you here

with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed my stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now

'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

as long as I know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I'm saving all my loving

for someone who's loving me

HAHA. The song's so not true to certain extent. But rather true in some others.. HMM.

Hmm. Had a super bad day yesterday. So many things happened la. Sighs.
Came late to school; Lied; Played captains ball till headache and chest pain; Got hit by ball in face; Sit same table as someone I don't want to; Someone messaged; Screwed up my Chi Os Oral; Insufficient money; Fell down the stairs in the bus; Tire myself out with badminton so that couldnt think of anything anymore; Art teacher passed away.

Cried during art today. Cos other insensitive art teacher said things so insensitively. And I'm aching all over because of the exercises yesterday. Finally got to photocopying my tracing. Sigh. I miss my art teacher. I've to go for EnD practice tomorrow. May not go. Sighs. My teacher's wake's more important to me. Meeting the rest at 2. Sigh. Gonna be dressed in black. Sad day. Buying white ju hua or lillies. I must do my best for art. Tiring day today. Wanna sleep. But I'm happy. Wore boxers today. And next month coming. Gonna be payday and can cut hair! Got a friendship band with dwane and nana today. Was rather retarded today. Bought KLASH. yummy (: and arnotts biscuit I took a bite of and immediately didn't like it. Didn't get caught in the rain. But wasn't feeling well today. Slightly sleepy now. Not sure if gonna eat dinner. Have to start being serious. Next week onwards, mon-late dismissal; tue-late dismissal; wed-self study; thurs-only free day; fri-self study. Sighs. OHMYGOODNESS! AH! I WANT THE THIRTY THREE DOLLARS GIORDANO SHORTS! OMG!!!!! HEH. Think I'm mad. Don't mind me people. HEH (; Took height and weight today. Gained ONE GLORIOUS CENTIMETER and LOSS TWO GLORIOUS KILOGRAMS. heh. Dwane doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. Cos she thinks I'm gonna be aneroxic. I NEEDA EXERCISE!!!

I see a happy ending/ 7:26 PM